Changeling

last night me and my family had pizza night, we made our own pizzas and watched a movie. the movie we watched was called changeling. it was with angelina jolie about her having her son go missing. the police tell her they have found her son, and returned him to her. she noticed right away that the boy was not her son, but they said it had been months that she had seen him last, and that he could have changed. she goes for years fighting to find her son, and the police are against her the whole movie. it was a really long movie, but i really enjoyed it.
today i dont have much to say. except after watching that movie, and seeing how angelina jolie fights for her son so hard, it makes me wonder that if we fight till we prove a point, would relationships and government and society be different? in changeling, one person changed hundreds of peoples views, and if we try hard enough, can we change other peoples views too?
from now on, i'm going to push harder to show other people what i believe, and i think others should too.

you will loose the small ones but win the big ones... ?

i can write more than one blog a day, right? well i guess this is mine; so i can do what i want. i guess i'm a bit new with the whole constant blogging.

so the other day we were out at bill's chinese, and i got a fortune cookie. okay, so i don't depend on those things, but mine kinda made sense, as well as mom and dad's..

moms; okay so i don't remember the exact words, but something about how your financial stuff will get better, (terrible wording i know, but i dont remember)

dads; one of your dreams will come true. (okay so dad has 2039984 dreams, so this made sense if one comes true)

and mine was; you will loose the small ones, but win the big ones.

i've been having bumpy friendships and confusion about school and stuff, so i know i've lost a few small ones, but i'm still waiting on the big one. god could have put that message in there to keep me positive, right?

i know i just put this blog up, but do people read these? mine aren't very interesting, and i don't use big words or terminology, although i wish i could, but i just can't talk like that. i recently read a book written by stephan christian (singer of the band anberlin) and his words were insane, i should probably have had online dictionary beside me throughout reading the book, but i'm too impatient. i did learn things in that book, and i really enjoyed it.

see what is my point to any of these posts? its just random thoughts, that don't go together what-so-ever.

but anyway, spring break, eh? yay. city for a few days, shopping, tim hortons, and that's probably about it. but thats good enough for me. i hope i can remember to keep this blog up. even if i know people won't read these, i need to put my thoughts somewhere, i don't keep up with a journal, and maybe some people need to see/read my thoughts. well, some of them anyway. so if you're reading this, thanks for taking your time.

and have a good spring break.

<3

Start all over.

time for a new blog. i hate continuing a blog that i've quit for a long time, so i'm hoping i can keep up with this one. this one will be more thoughts and questions instead of updates on my every-day life. sure, i'll fill you in on what i'm up to, but i do have lots of thoughts, and i hope i can put them down. beware: i'm nearly 16, and some of my thoughts and questions aren't very clear or interesting...or nice.
lately i've been different. its not that i'm mad or lost, its that i'm holding in my thoughts."think before you speak..." i never used to live by that, it was speak whatever, whenever. now i realize that a lot of what i think, doesn't need to be said. that's why i've been quieter lately. it's not that i don't like you [or maybe it is..]but that i'm thinking before i speak. my emotions are just monotone* towards everyone. i dont not like you, i just may not be a huge fan. i have been more positive lately, but it's hard, i'm a pessimist. (lets hope that's the right word).

so welcome to my new blog. if i'm not keeping up with this, give me a slap- my memory isn't fantasic.