time for a new blog. i hate continuing a blog that i've quit for a long time, so i'm hoping i can keep up with this one. this one will be more thoughts and questions instead of updates on my every-day life. sure, i'll fill you in on what i'm up to, but i do have lots of thoughts, and i hope i can put them down. beware: i'm nearly 16, and some of my thoughts and questions aren't very clear or interesting...or nice.
lately i've been different. its not that i'm mad or lost, its that i'm holding in my thoughts."think before you speak..." i never used to live by that, it was speak whatever, whenever. now i realize that a lot of what i think, doesn't need to be said. that's why i've been quieter lately. it's not that i don't like you [or maybe it is..]but that i'm thinking before i speak. my emotions are just monotone* towards everyone. i dont not like you, i just may not be a huge fan. i have been more positive lately, but it's hard, i'm a pessimist. (lets hope that's the right word).
lately i've been different. its not that i'm mad or lost, its that i'm holding in my thoughts."think before you speak..." i never used to live by that, it was speak whatever, whenever. now i realize that a lot of what i think, doesn't need to be said. that's why i've been quieter lately. it's not that i don't like you [or maybe it is..]but that i'm thinking before i speak. my emotions are just monotone* towards everyone. i dont not like you, i just may not be a huge fan. i have been more positive lately, but it's hard, i'm a pessimist. (lets hope that's the right word).
so welcome to my new blog. if i'm not keeping up with this, give me a slap- my memory isn't fantasic.
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